Falling back into "the routine" is something that usually comes easily for me. After the conference and a nice relaxing drive back home, the usual events of the week started off without missing a beat. As musicians we are conditioned to mass amounts of repetition and practice. Our schedules are fairly regimented and life moves quickly when we are working our hardest. The schedule this week is one that entails quite a great deal of work, practice time, classes, and yes, etc, etc, etc...
It's already Wednesday and I feel like I didn't even get a chance to breathe between Monday and Tuesday. Hope it continues, it feels great to have this kind of rush keeping me occupied...
Ciao!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Very Lucky...
Day two of the conference was excellent. The knowledge and musical ideas flowing throughout the event has been superfluous. A teacher, with a long and illustrious career, was inducted into the MENC hall of fame. His acceptance speech was extremely touching and brought tears to the eyes of everyone in the room. His key point was, "...we are very lucky, you and I", to be here, to be musicians, to be educators, to work with kids and have a job that makes a difference. It was heartfelt and his sentiment was empathetic as he was in very close company amongst the numerous educators in attendance.
I would have to agree that I am among the very lucky. To be where I am at this point in my life, to be who I am, to know that I am progressing into something more. That constant progress is what we strive for and there is always something more into which we can evolve. Music is love, we share it with each other, with the world, with our students, with ourselves. It is something that is very special to me, very close to my heart, and being here among other musicians who not only possess that passion, but try to instill it in others always "recharges my batteries".
I hope that much love and music finds a place into your heart and does the same for your "batteries".
Ciao!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
It's All About The Music!!!
So, the musicians are off to Colorado Springs!!!
The drive was really nice. Leaving later in the afternoon than I had anticipated, but it was a great idea. It gave me time to have lunch with Nick, which was awesome. That coupled with the fact that I got a chance to lay down for about an hour before the drive made it that much better. Kelly is a great driver and he really enjoys making that car go fast. We listened to some great music and had some snacks....road trip...hells yah!
I'm looking forward to the conference and the clinics. Working the booth will be easy this year with so many people from the school in attendance, but....I miss my BAMF and really wish she was here. I had hoped that it would have been possible for her to come, but I know that there will be another great opportunity for fun and excitement as the time for Reno approaches. (Party....hells yah!!!)
Making time for sleep now and going to have some fun in the Springs tomorrow...
Ciao!
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Life...
The words on the screen don't mean anything...at least I didn't think they did....
Sometimes things get to us...even me. I suppose we wouldn't be human if we didn't say something out of turn, or make comments and then end up taking it the wrong way. I've always felt that if necessary something should be said and I've done my fair share of "speaking". Sometimes it's been pretty bad...other times its been extremely good. Trying to find that balance is difficult. Learning how to deal with it is also hard.
Growing up was hard to do and there are times when I feel like I should never have done it. Up to a certain point its inevitable that change occurs and people evolve. I find myself looking back and wondering how I've evolved into who I am now. I remember that each time I've made a mistake, or worked successfully through something (big problems and small) it has affected me in a positive way. Each change, each new avenue for learning has helped me grow and become a better person. Making the climb and moving forward, making progress, is what I know how to do these days. Working hard and remembering to try and keep that balance is the goal. The results speak for themselves. The end result is yet to come, as it is always an uphill motion to make progress.
I can only pass on what I have learned. I can only deal with what's in front of me right now. I can only be the best that I can be and expect others to do their best. My standards are for me and me alone. My caring comes from the heart and it is expressed in what I say and do, not from my job, or my schooling, or my playing. My love of music is endless, yes, and I know that it is what I'll be doing forever. It shouldn't be something from which to shy away, but should be embraced, shared with care, and, at times, taken with a grain of salt. The world isn't perfect, life isn't always the way we want it to be. People are human and we do make mistakes...I'll be the first one to raise my hand and say, "Yep, that was me...".
Wherever you are, whatever you might be doing, remember that it's all a progression. Life is just that, progress for each of us in our own way. Done with caring and love and some fun, it can be great, but we have to balance that with hard work and determination to be happy. Happy at what we do, who we are, and with whom we become close.
I hope that we can all share it, together, forever.
Ciao!
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Busy Bees and Sandy Beaches...
Day three and already I feel like my brain is melting down! Actually I love it and I have really missed school. I suppose its safe to say that I'm going to be doing the school thing for life! There's definitely something to be said for being busy all the time and this is definitely the term for being busy. I thought that my last term here would a little easier but they are going to make it as difficult as possible. (They being everyone...including myself) I wouldn't have it any other way. I love the fact that every day is packed full of things to do. Practicing, rehearsals, work, bar tending, concerts, sectionals, inventory, gigs, private lessons, teaching lessons....I simple cannot imagine my life without these things. Granted that a nice relaxing vacation on a white sandy beach with clear blue waters does sound appealing, I don't think I could go on one without my horn and a bag full of charts.
The first week is shaping up to predict how the rest of the term will flow. There is a definite air of "fast and furious" surrounding my schedule. Though, I do feel it necessary to mention that I absolutely could not accomplish anything without the irreplaceable guidance, mentoring and friendship from my advising professor. He has been the rock, the foundation, the anchor, the lighthouse, and any other metaphor that has helped me through my time in this school. He is one in several billion and I can't think of ways to thank him enough.
It's a great start to a great year and the best of times here in the mountains. Making music and enjoying life...I can't think of anything better. Even the beach sounds a little boring compared to all of this...
Ciao!
The first week is shaping up to predict how the rest of the term will flow. There is a definite air of "fast and furious" surrounding my schedule. Though, I do feel it necessary to mention that I absolutely could not accomplish anything without the irreplaceable guidance, mentoring and friendship from my advising professor. He has been the rock, the foundation, the anchor, the lighthouse, and any other metaphor that has helped me through my time in this school. He is one in several billion and I can't think of ways to thank him enough.
It's a great start to a great year and the best of times here in the mountains. Making music and enjoying life...I can't think of anything better. Even the beach sounds a little boring compared to all of this...
Ciao!
Monday, January 12, 2009
First Day Back!
The first day back after break has traditionally been long and tiring. Today was no exception. It seems that in our absence the department has seen fit to make sure that the first day back will always be long and tiring. (Good times...good times...)
The day was great. I was really glad to get back into the swing of things. Getting up early this morning was better than I thought it would be and practicing first rattle out of the box was awesome. I'm definitely going to make a habit of taking the mornings to practice and get some extra time in the practice rooms. It was quiet, there were plenty of rooms available, and some how the department felt just a bit more cozy at 8am.
Rehearsals was pretty good for a session of sight reading. The pieces are low grade difficulty and I see them coming together fairly easily. Honor band should be fun and I can't wait to play some great music for the kids this year.
Work was good as always and I think this new quarter will promise good things for everyone, staff and kids.
All for now...Ciao!!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Clean Clothes and Awesome Kiddos...
Laundry day is definitely a nice long day of quiet. Nothing but the sound of the washing machine's low swish swash and my thoughts. That and some music in the background...God bless iTunes. The best part...clean clothes at the end of the day, lots and lots of clean clothes. I think I like the fact that I can just relax while the clothes are doing their thing in the machine, especially while drying. Those contraptions are freakin' magical, and, at times, almost hypnotic.
Listening to music and watching them tumble on medium-high heat, wow, that's enough to send me into a coma like repose. (Ha ha ha)
The compliment of people at the place where I normally dry my clothes was fairly scarce this afternoon/evening. A few rando's and then a mom with her two kids. Those kids were awesome, playing and laughing together. It reminded me of my sister and I when we were little like that. All the world was a playground and everything was funny, to the point of laughing out loud at even the littlest things. I wish every environment could be like that. Maybe it is and I've just grown out of seeing the world in that way. I love working with kids, but lately I seem to be losing my interest in their world. It's a great world, and I love to visit every now and then, but I'm feeling more and more like my visits should be short and to the point. I need to get back into the groove of my music and enjoy life as that playground. To see things the way they do and try not to lose that perspective in my life. Those kids at the laundry-mat were a real eye opener. I miss the days when I would run everywhere, even if it was only 10 feet away, just running and enjoying each moment of the quick trip.
Maybe I'll try running all over the place and see if I can catch them off guard this week...
Ciao!
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